Tuesday, September 30, 2008
FYP Adventures

My synopsis so far:


Anam Cara
Find your soul mate

Sarah is 18.
She has her parents, and has an older sister.
Her family is falling apart.
She wants to save what’s left of her family; she wants to know how to do it.
Then along came a man.
He wants to help her, and he wants to help before it is too late, for both him and her.
Sarah does not know what to do, being only 18; she wants to be wild and free from the troubles of the secular world. She wants to ride off into the setting sun with a man of her dreams.
But she will soon realize that the home is the place where she needs to ride off to.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/30/2008 09:04:00 PM
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76th Movement

I have already thought of how to develop my largest ever story (that I'm thinking of right now).

Of course, I'd really need powerful singers and actors for it to become reality. And other than that, I would really love commitment. Of course, all this is too early to talk about, since FYP is like, a year away. I should worry more about my Professional Profiling Posters.

Yukiko (not his real name) wants to form a Jazz band with me with Charlene (I don't even know her) but from what I hear from Yukiko, she's quite a solid singer. This is going to be the first band I'm playing with and I hope it won't be the last.

I'll be blogging again soon enough, I don't really like to blog about my life... =/

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Justin A.Faith on 9/30/2008 04:56:00 PM
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Monday, September 29, 2008
Random tune

You used to laugh out loud...but you can't remember when

You lost your lines...it's like you're moving out of time

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Justin A.Faith on 9/29/2008 02:51:00 PM
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75th Movement

After watching MaMa Mia! and Kal Ho Naa Ho (Bollywood movie Nasrin lent me) I'd prefer to make some sort of a musical for my FYP...obviously it is going to be very very hard to do and if I do it well it would be smashing!!!

But I'd rather do a sad sad movie, I'd just screwed up my plans for the FYP so I'm changing the whole film from action to erm...I don't know what the genre is called but it's more of a movie with meaning in it.

I ust contacted Lois about the RCIY, I really want to join but seeing the days I have to commit, I would have to wait for Youth Rally to be over first before I can do anything about RCIY. I'd like to hide this from Kevin and the rest but it'll be like a thief in the night. What would happen if RCIY and TOG has events that clash with each other? I think that is what Kevin is worried about, commitment and loyalty...

I'd just have to wait for things to happen and see, but most probably I'd be joining RCIY...ssshhhhhhhh...don't tell anyone...


Chaiya Chaiya (in the movie Dil Se)

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Justin A.Faith on 9/29/2008 08:56:00 AM
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
74th Movement


http://senorbarjo.deviantart.com/art/Don-t-Worry-Be-Happy-54158987

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Justin A.Faith on 9/28/2008 07:41:00 PM
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
73rd Movement

Jillian's party is cancelled! And I'm not complaining about it...

Why is it cancelled, you ask? Well, her uncle (or grand-uncle, I forgot) passed away, so no one's in the mood to celebrate anyway.

Death is very inevitable, isn't it? So we don't have to worry about it, doesn't matter how we die, it's how we lived. =]

Anyway, me and my family (except my dad) went to watch MaMa Mia! today. It's a musical like HSM but much nicer than it. It's got a nice plot and the songs (Abba's songs) fit in nicely to the plot and the scenes. Makes me wanna do it for FYP...omigawsh...It's a must watch.

And it's very heartening that some people find some of my posts inspirational, it's these kind of motivations that keep a person burning alive.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/27/2008 05:36:00 PM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Random tune

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin
-LINKIN PARK

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Justin A.Faith on 9/25/2008 03:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Random tune

When my TIME COMES
Forget the wrong that I'VE DONE
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And
Don't RESENT ME
When you're feeling EMPTY
Keep me in your MEMORY
LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
-Linkin Park

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Justin A.Faith on 9/24/2008 09:27:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Random tune

The 23 Enigma:
(the belief that all incidents and events are directly connected to the number 23, some permutation of the number 23, or a number related to the number 23, given enough ingenuity on the part of the interpreter)

1) Julius Caeser was stabbed 23 times
2) The Mayans predict the end of the world is in 2012, 20+1+2 = 23
3) A normal human sex cells have 23 chromosones, other cells have 46 chromosones, a multiple of 23
4) The letter "W" is the 23rd letter of the alphabet, which also has 3 points up and 2 points down
5) 23 is compromised of the first two prime numbers: 2 and 3. Add them together and you get the next prime number: 5
6) The book of Revelations (Apocalypse) ends with Chapter 22
7) John 3:16, the most famous Bible verse. 3+16+4 (four letters in the word JOHN) = 23
8) 23 is the TCIP/IP port used for telnet and is the default for telnet command
9) Bao Zheng (JUSTICE BAO) was the 23rd successful scholar of the Imperial Examination
10) The 23rd President of the United States, Benjamin Harris, is the first president to date who is from the state of Indiana. His presidential administration is best known for its economic legislation, including the McKinley Tariff and the Sherman Antitrust Act, and for annual federal spending that reached one billion dollars for the first time
11) Mas Selamat was born on 23rd January 1961, Osama was born on 10th March 1957 1+0+1+9+5+7 = 23

So what's the big fuss over the number 23?

Last point, but not the least:

12) 2/3 = 0.666

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Justin A.Faith on 9/23/2008 09:41:00 PM
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72nd Movement

I walked back home after taking the bus, I bumped into my neighbour, an old man actually...and he gave me lots of insights.

Imagine this, whenever you take a step forward, a line follows your step. For every step you take, the line follows you (horizontally, across your toes). Which means, if you do not move, the line stays.

Now, compare the line to the word "boundary". Seem familiar now? What I'm trying to say is that boundaries and restrictions are set by US and not by anyone else. It is just the way of thinking of other people that makes us set our own boundary.

But the boundary is just a line, it's just a stupid moving line that moves along with your imagination. Truth is, there is NO boundary in the first place. There must be no such thing at all.

Boundaries...restrictions...SCREW THEM ALL

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Justin A.Faith on 9/23/2008 07:53:00 AM
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Monday, September 22, 2008
Random tune

There's no place to go...

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Justin A.Faith on 9/22/2008 11:29:00 AM
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71st Movement

Don't you feel sick and tired of people controlling your lives? Acting like "traffic lights" to your life, in some the lights are always RED.
Then there are the green arrows that give you a choice to "turn" to another option. But we ignore that 'cause we ain't going that way.

In that same way, God is like a GIGANTIC traffic light that we fail to notice. Sometimes He's a green, then He goes red and so on and so forth. But we FAIL to notice is that whatever He does, He does it because He LOVES us! But it is hard to liken love to a traffic light, since it is an inanimate, lifeless object that does not think but take orders.

But isn't that definition the human meaning of love?

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Justin A.Faith on 9/22/2008 08:45:00 AM
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Friday, September 19, 2008
Reply to NAS

To Nas:

I guess I'd rather reply your post here, I hope you don't mind 'cause it's rather looong and I don't want to put it on the tagboard.

I'm not angry, first of all, and I can never be angry at such things. Even if I am, it won't be with the group, but with myself, this is an issue for argument for another time.

Secondly, I know we all have different ways of communicating and this may lead to misunderstandings, but don't you see? This is what makes a group! In fact, I have fun when I'm arguing with people o__0

We compliment each other with our flaws and weaknesses, that is what makes us more perfect everyday.

As for the breakfast, I understand your gesture. =] After all, you are a Friend of Singa... =P

And I hope we'll be able to mix around in the future, no hurdle is too great for the Unstoppable Nasrinaldo and the "Clean Sheet" Justin Cech! (Omigawsh, that sounded damn lame)

So ya...we can still be good friends, there's nothing that can stop us if we work together! =]

And the reason why I'm not working that well for the few days...I can't tell you, I have to wait till it's over first, I'm sorry.


Justin A.Faith on 9/19/2008 10:43:00 PM
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Random tune

New movie coming out soon!!!


Hahahahaha....cool huh?

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Justin A.Faith on 9/19/2008 03:33:00 PM
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Random tune

MUST WATCH

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Justin A.Faith on 9/19/2008 10:46:00 AM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
245th Post, 70th Movement

The 245th post, not something to be proud of. Don't ask me why.

Now I don't even know to whom this blog belongs to, I may be Justin when I'm typing this but I don't really know what or who is writing or thinking this now. Weird as it seems, I know something or someone is watching or using me.

This body is a puppet, and the minds are fighting for the wooden pegs that move it.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/18/2008 06:07:00 PM
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Random tune

I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
-Rev Theory

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Justin A.Faith on 9/18/2008 06:07:00 PM
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69th Movement

I don't know what's coming over me, I just feel more and more...un-co-operative each day. Today I felt the most useless, and also the most slack person in the room. I can't seem to think straight each day, like someone is telling me to be like this and I am agreeing with him (or her).

Yes, I think HE may be coming back...I don't want him to come back, I want him gone, I want him to get out of my head.

Who is HE, you ask...

I wish I knew too.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/18/2008 06:07:00 PM
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Random tune

[For emo, hip-hoppers]

Youth of the Nation




[For young kids or "reliving childhood" teenagers]

The Work Song from Disney's Cinderella


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Justin A.Faith on 9/18/2008 09:08:00 AM
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68th Movement

If I had pictures of the claw I made yesterday, I would post it up. Maybe tonight.

Anyway, I didn't blog yesterday 'cause I was busy fixing up the costume. Actually I only did the glove's inside (which is the claw) and I haven't even found a way to make the claw spring out at the touch of a button (or the pull of a lever). And I haven't even found the paint to cover the ugly brown of the carboard, not to mention the holes by the side.

So overall, I went past an obstacle, but I still havent a 60m hurdle to jump over.

Disclaimer before watching video: DO NOT WATCH THIS UNLESS YOU ARE OVER 16!!!




I have like over 2 gig worth of videos and I don't know why the hell I have them. I just download those that I like and voila! 2 gig gone...but I listen and watch them in my free time, no harm done. I like it that way.

Anyway, this song is "To Be Loved..." by Papa Roach, theme song for WWE Monday Night Raw. This is the uncensored version...the censored version takes away the scene where the woman is on the leash.

I wouldn't say this shows the dark side of human, I'd say it's close but not yet there. After all, if they show the real dark side, it'll be banned from the media, but eventually will find its way into the internet.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/18/2008 07:48:00 AM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
67th Movement


Construction starts tomorrow!!!


I'll be working on my pirate costume tomorrow, die die I must finish at least MOST of it by tomorrow, I don't mind not finishing the painting but at least the design etc.


TOG members want to buy suits, I don't think that is a very good idea, 'cause it's like, when are we going to use it again if we buy it? Rental not a bad idea, but then again, paying for a temporary item is not what I like either.


So how? CREATION!!! We MAKE a costume out of carboards and newspapers! Of course, that is if we are good enough.


But Brian, Jared and Joel wants to buy one, I'd rather save money.


And besides, I have another 21st Birthday Party to go to... =/

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Justin A.Faith on 9/16/2008 09:36:00 PM
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66th Movement

Order 66 is the massacre of the Jedis in Star Wars Episode III, but no worries, doesn't mean this is the 66th Movement means I'll order some massacre of things like that. On the contrary, 66 means nothing to me.


If you guys don't know already, 6 is the number of man, don't ask me why.


I tried doing acts of random kindness at a time, like what Morgan Freeman said, but I realised if I do that, I'll take a whole lot of time to change the world, let alone Singapore. I don't think anyone can change Singapore, I mean, with all the money-hogging people out there, it's just so what the hell.


Like, today in the newspapers they were talking about the increase in sexual behaviours and more secondary girls are engaging in sex with mature men (who, as quoted by the TODAY paper, may have multiple sex partners). And what does the government do about it? Read on and you'll probably have a guess already.

They ask NUS to conduct a survey to see if there is a link with their sexual behaviour and educational level. WTF? How does educational level play a part in this? I mean, we all knew how sex is done by the time we reach secondary 2 and we all make jokes about it. And what does the school do? Bore us more with sex talks that we've heard a billion times over. If I were NUS, I'd say educational level has got nothing to do with their sexual behaviour but rather their own curiousity for the pleasure of sex and the pressure being applied on the females by the males to have sex (because after all, men don't stand to lose anything).


I wouldn't say Singapore is getting like dirt or things like that, but there are times when they go too far ahead, or away... o__0


Moving right on, without Singapore's government being in mind...


I haven't seen Priscilla (E25D one, Joel Lye and Shazly, don't think about the other one) for some time. Haven't had the chance to contact her but I know she's still alive (at least that's something!), I hope she's doing well though, I know it isn't one of the greatest things to do right now, but it's better than just sitting around and playing games.


Thinking is one of the greatest things man can do, yet one of the most harmful things as well.


Like thinking about death, why is man so afraid of death? We should embrace it, after all, death is another of God's creation. I wouldn't say death is a punishment inflicted by God, but I see death as a gift, to get out of this crazy world and into the next world. Isn't that a good thing?


Of course, depending on which world you're going to.


I have to restart my computer now, just installed new iTunes software. I'll blog later...ciao.


And here's a poster to keep a tagboard regular hyped up.




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Justin A.Faith on 9/16/2008 07:45:00 AM
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Monday, September 15, 2008
Random tune


If there is anyone (or if you know anyone who is nice enough) who thinks they can make this mask, please help me make it...I want to use it for my FYP. I will credit you and recommend you to whatever/whoever I can recommend.
(for accurate designs, please watch Limp Bizkit's "My Way" music video)

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Justin A.Faith on 9/15/2008 01:41:00 PM
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65th Movement

ERP has taken a turn for the worst (for communers, that is) since the increase of drivers on the roads. I'm sure even non-drivers feel the pain when they're on the taxi (if there are still people riding taxis since the recent hike in price) driving through the CBD, even if not true, there are those drivers who want to make the non-drivers sympathise with them.

Go down CBD in a car and you would hear your beeper play a monotonous ringtone that goes *Beep* *Beep* ...(so on and so forth, depending on how long you're traveling). If I could I would record the sound down and create a music installation for it, maybe I'll name it "ERP Gantry Tribute 2008".

Sad...but true...I never want to drive a car ever, I'll get a license for "just-in-case" use, but never drive a car.


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Justin A.Faith on 9/15/2008 09:32:00 AM
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Random tune

She was wearing GREEN today

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Justin A.Faith on 9/14/2008 07:21:00 PM
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
64th Movement

Today, WOW and TOG went to Sentosa for some fun, while I went on with my everyday Saturday life.

I didn't want to go with them, 'cause I felt that I wasn't so close to them in the first place. The worst thing was that Kevin and Geraldine were going, and I'm terribly afraid of them.

Just yesterday Elaine from RCIY saw me, and asked if I had any intention to join RCIY as a sponsor. I said the truth, about how my formators would disagree to it, the next thing I know, her next call happened to be Geraldine (or James or Kevin, not sure).

I really want to stay and fight for my place in TOG...but I don't think I can make it...must still try...

Bought new shin guards, goes well with my yellow and black theme.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/13/2008 10:41:00 PM
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63rd Movement


If I could bring down the stars for you, I would
















































































































But I can't


Justin A.Faith on 9/13/2008 10:00:00 AM
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Friday, September 12, 2008
Random tune

Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone


I know that you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And
I was meant for you

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Justin A.Faith on 9/12/2008 11:14:00 PM
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
62nd Movement

I was just surfing through my game trailers and I saw this hiding in my folder. It looks quite interesting and of course, I want to have it... =P

Lego has done a lot of other games (actually 3 games in total, if I'm not wrong) based on movies...like Star Wars, this Indiana Jones and the latest Batman. But all have the same gameplay and graphics I guess. It's rather cute to see lego people blow up when you whack them. =]

Sadistic? Noooooo...it's just LEGO.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/11/2008 12:09:00 PM
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Random tune

'Cause you'll never know...

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Justin A.Faith on 9/11/2008 09:23:00 AM
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61st Movement


Ever wanted to be someone powerful? Someone who doesn't need to take orders from others, or be someone else's lap dog. Or even listen to other people's opinion at all, someone who knows what is right to do and what is wrong to do.


I'm sure in every part of us there is a longing to be someone else, to be a person of valor, courage and of course, other qualities that we do not have or are trying to have.


Impossibly (if there is such a word), we can never be that person we want to be, even if he/she is fictional or existent. Because God made everyone special and different, we are all unique in our own ways.


One's level of determination is different from the another person's level of determination, while one person may have a quality that the other may not have.


Everyone is different, but not all are great in man's eyes.


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Justin A.Faith on 9/11/2008 07:52:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
60th Movement

I sometimes wonder if Geraldine actually wants me out of TOG? Of course, it's just a stupid conjecture, but sometimes I DO get that feeling. I can also imagine her saying, "You're actually not needed here, we can manage by ourselves."

Ouch

I can't imagine where I'd go without TOG, perhaps RCIY (Rite of Christian Initiation for Youths, that was how I got baptised)? Ever since I wanted to lead a deeper Christian life I felt that I'd learn more being a Cathecist or an RCIY Sponsor, but doing that now wouldn't be wise, 'cause if I do that everyone is going to persecute me for having two youth groups and Kevin wouldn't support my move either.

I sometimes dream of doing something great, even now, like forming a band and then going famous and making lotsa cash.

But that's all just wishful thinking on my part.

What the hell.


Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the Great Escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don'tknow us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
'Cause we are finally free
Tonight
-Boys like Girls

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Justin A.Faith on 9/10/2008 05:59:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
59th Movement

There are many many secrets to a person's life, and I have exceptionally a few more than other people (at least I think).



I don't like to reveal secrets, I mean, secrets are called SECRETS for a reason, right? I may like to listen to other people's own personal information but I certainly do NOT say it to other people. In fact, I think I have some very important secrets that aren't even mine.



I want to be open, I want to be cleansed.



But I can't do that, not in this world, maybe the next world will do.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/09/2008 08:08:00 PM
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Random tune

For the first time in my life I stare at a blank piece of paper and know not what to do with it

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Justin A.Faith on 9/09/2008 05:43:00 PM
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Monday, September 08, 2008
Random tune

Don't ask me why I put this, it's just a random tune


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Justin A.Faith on 9/08/2008 01:59:00 PM
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58th Movement

I realised I haven't posted any videos since my holidays...so here is one super emo one I found while surfing through my videos...

I won't post lyrics for this, I believe the words are clear enough...I dedicated this song to Julian when he was going for overseas study...while other people gave more direct songs like "Leaving on a Jet Plane" and "My Heart Will Go On", I gave a the most emo song...typical me



Justin A.Faith on 9/08/2008 08:34:00 AM
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
57th Movement

I know it's only Year Two Semester Two but I'm really thinking a lot for my FYP already, sounds rushy and all, but I really really want to do it. And there's thinking about who to group with for it. True, I may have started planning for the team as well, but I'll see as time goes by again...I like to do that, waiting for time to decide what to do. =]

I'm not going to post my FYP plans here, 'cause I'm afraid someone may steal it XP

I'm thinking of shaving bald, whoever for that idea, say "I".

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Justin A.Faith on 9/07/2008 08:14:00 PM
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56th Movement

Selflessness is something that humanity still has to learn. It's one of the hardest lessons to learn of all, apart from saying farewells.


Who'd dare to jump in front of a bullet to save a stranger's life? I wouldn't, at least unless it was a person I knew, or loved.


Sometimes I would wonder if selflessness was being dumb? 'Cause when you sacrifice yourself in the place of others, are you saying that the person is more important than you?


I mean, if it's your girlfriend and you're in that moment, you don't have much to think about anyway. By the time you think about anything, everything would be gone.


I think too much sometimes...but we can probably draw lessons from the most prominent figures in history.



The Knights of the Medieval times

where honour and nobility were emphasised



Justin A.Faith on 9/07/2008 10:08:00 AM
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Friday, September 05, 2008
55th Movement

You can learn a lot just by watching people, you don't even need to know what they're talking about.


And that's how I write good stories...or at least some of them.


Some of my juniors would ask me, "how did you manage to write 1200 words in less than an hour?" I know the Secondary School quota was 1000, but to hell with it, I said.


I told them my secrets, but they weren't really secrets, they were more of...technical skills.


Like, I always use characters I know, so I don't need to develop on their personality. Like once I used my brother and another friend as characters in a short narraration of mine (done in camp) and it worked out well. Of course, I would think how they would react to certain questions and situations but that would be easy if you knew the person well.


Next was the setting, I don't dare say much about it because I always see how my story went. I don't plan, by the way.


Development of story always comes naturally to me, I don't know how, but it does. I keep on writing, never stopping except for a minute water break or to pee. And in these breaks I don't think about the story at all, I just want to drink or pee.


It's a weird thing, like how different I am from the other "top" students in RJC or HCJC...I wouldn't compare to them, they have lots of "storyboarding" etc...


Personally, I don't believe in planning so far ahead, just come as it goes. =]


And that mindset has ended me up in RP...good or bad? Up to God to decide.


I went to see Father Kenny yesterday, and it was a refreshing talk. He said a lot of things about spiritual life. For example if the eyes of our heart were opened, we would see things in God's eye view, and not man.


Cool, huh? Of course, I presume that ability is only reserved for the super high holy-moley people. But who am I to judge?


Want to know my secret for everyday relaxation?


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Justin A.Faith on 9/05/2008 11:20:00 PM
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Short story

I have a new story! And it seems very flip flop...you decide.

***Start***

She knocked on his door, and was hoping for an answer.
Like what the bible predicted, the door opened, and a man was standing there, looking surprised at her.
“Stella?”
“Hey, Mike,” She answered, “can I, like, go in?”
“Sure, sure,” Michael said, and let her in.
Stella put her bag on his couch, and sat next to it. Michael seemed even more confused about this situation when she sighed out loud.
“Something wrong, Stella?” He asked.
Stella turned to him, “not really, could I use your toilet?”
Michael gave the green light, and she proceeded with her bag.
Once she was in there, she quickly closed the door, placed her bag on the sink and started rummaging through it. She tried to make as little noise as possible and pulled out a lot of things like lipstick, wallet and cash.
Finally she found it, a plastic bag which had white powder in it. She knew what it was, and she didn’t want Michael to know about it, at least not for now.
She ripped the packet open, and was about to consume it when the door was knocked upon, “Stella? You okay in there?”
Stella was so shocked she almost dropped her ‘treasure’. She quickly responded, “I’m fine, Mike, don’t come in!”
“But Stella, what if you…”
“Don’t come in!”
Then silence, and Stella knew the coast was clear. Instinctively she opened her mouth to welcome the powder. That was when it happened.
The door opened, and Michael was there, staring at her.
“Stella? I was worried about the noise…what the?”
Stella took a step back, her face now devoid of blood supply, “look, Mike, it does not seem like what it is, I can…explain…”
Michael ignored her pleas and grabbed the packet, in a flash it was gone down the sink. “I told you not to buy that anymore!” He shouted.
“I know! But this is the last time…at least it WAS the last time till you disposed of it! You know how much I spent on that?” Stella rebutted.
“It isn’t right! It’s not you!”
Stella was getting uptight, “I…I can’t stop! I just…it’s not going to kill me!”
“It will!”
And at this moment, Stella lost it, “why do you even CARE if I die or not? Like your whole world revolves around me! YOU don’t understand what I am going through!”
Michael held her arms, “I understand, I can help you, let me help you!”
“NO!!!”
Stella pushed him away, “I can help MYSELF! I DON’T NEED ANYONE’S HELP! No one bothers anyway, no one can save me!”
“I can, and I will.”
“SHUT UP!”
Stella ran out of the apartment, and down the corridor, crying as she went by the doors. All she could see was her past life, how she ran from home, got into drugs, made the wrong friends and now, she was paying for it.
Just why did God made her anyway, if He knew what she was going to turn out to be.
She just kept running, crying loudly as she went. She did not even hear Michael shouting behind her, or knew that he was chasing her.
All she could think of, was God being the ultimate mastermind for her plight. He was the one who gave her this life, gave her this body. She hated it.
Then she slipped on her own footing, and fell down.
She got up to a kneeling position, and just cried even more.
Michael ran up to her, and stopped just behind her, all she said were three words that probably could summarize her thoughts.
“Save my life…”

***End***

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Justin A.Faith on 9/05/2008 02:17:00 PM
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54th Movement

Fear is what drives people forward
that's why I'm using this as a focus for my FYP =]

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Justin A.Faith on 9/05/2008 08:31:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Random tune

Just

Use

Some

Tryptamines

In case of

Nerds

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Justin A.Faith on 9/03/2008 08:49:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
53rd Movement

There is always a point in one's life when you are the most important person in your loved one's life.

Then *bang*, right out of the blue, something happens to you. And you'd realise that you became insignificant in her life, and nothing matters anymore. All your contributions in her life, all the love you showered her with, all the high hopes you put into her, all dissipates into thin air.

After all, the higher you climb, the harder you'll fall, won't you?

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Justin A.Faith on 9/02/2008 02:29:00 PM
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52nd Movement

Today is Tuesday, yesterday was a Monday.

My knee flew to my mouth, my teeth bit my lips and my knee, lining a scratch on it.

And amazingly my teeth is still alright. I should really count my blessings.

And not to mention the Anderson kid shot the ball straight into my er...testicular muscles. The only way to find out if it's still working is to wait for marriage. That is, if I am ever the groom on Holy Matrimony, or the Minister.

Sounds bad? Na~~ah...it's just a matter of time, I guess.

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Justin A.Faith on 9/02/2008 10:09:00 AM
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