Monday, June 22, 2009
164th Movement - The End (Final Post)

I don't know where to start.

The title should say it all, and no, this isn't a joke, I'm quitting blogging.

Of course, it hurts me to do this, because blogging has become a part of my life. Even if it is harmful, it'll still hurt in a single instant for a while.

But the fact remains that this has to end somehow.

What Kevin said some time ago was right, if I remembered correctly, people blog because most of the time they have no one else to talk to, to converse with. And having cybernetic complaints about the society isn't going to help either, so I guess it IS time to shut this down.

But for my avid readers, don't get disheartened, I could be back in a year or two X)

For now, I would still leave this link here, www.music-monologues.blogspot.com would still stand and hopefully Blogger won't delete it. This blog has come a long way since its time when I was in Year 1, it was faythrebirth.blogspot.com back then. It changed to decepticon-diary.blogspot.com after a while and then to what it is now.

For people who saw this blog as a place of sanctuary (which I don't think anyone would have), I'm terribly sorry. For those who want to catch up on my past or relive the funny posts I had, this blog will still remain here.

Regret? Maybe.

This isn't farewell or whatever, I'll still be alive even after this blog becomes idle, it's just another phase I'm going through.

So for the sake of TOG and myself, this blog has to be gotten rid of.

I just want to thank everybody who walked past here before, for taking time to read and tag. Now I've given you one less blog to jump at, cool ain't it? =)

I know some of you may want to convince me not to stop blogging, but I've made up my mind, ever since Saturday I felt what Kevin said was right, I've changed somehow...some way, I'm different from what I was a few years back.

And to end off this long letter to people who will read it, I just want to say, "God bless and have a happy and safe journey through life."

God be with you,
Justin A.Faith
22nd June 2009

In this blog, there were:
145 Random Tunes
55 "Anything and Everything on my life"
25 emo shit things
38 inspiration?(s)
6 Short Stories
5 preachy(s)
3 Random Quotes
10 FYP Adventures
7 LOLs
53 Others

Labels: Farewell

Friday, June 19, 2009
163rd Movement

Helplessness

Indeed, all of us has felt that emotion at a certain point in our life.

And it sucks.

That was how I felt when I just heard everything from everyone, it was as if the world decided that I was to be Atlas, and bear the weight of the world on my shoulders.

But there is a difference of course, Atlas bore the world's weight because he had to, I am bearing the weight because I want to.

I used to question myself about my life, whether or not it would help if I did something small. I wanted to change the world, make sure it was a different place from what it was. But I couldn't, I was, and am, just a single man.

And just in a few days, God made sure He put me where I was supposed to be, a place of helplessness. A place where I could really feel the tension of pain and the intensity of hurt, for the past four days I have just heard from two people precious to me and my heart is torn.

Just how much does this have to go on?

God made man, and man reject God and His works, so why did God make man?

Was it a "they're going to hate me, but I'm going to love them anyway."

And then I remembered what a bunch of random people who came up to me a long time ago, they were evangelists, and they got me when I was folding flowers for my ex-girlfriend.

They said, "God's love is just like yours, your girlfriend left you, yet you are trying to get her back. It takes a lot of dignity to do that."

I had to agree.

But whatever His reason was, man is helpless against His will.

And we are all just instruments for a greater design, but some of us get hurt and torn along the way.

It's a fairly...sickening feeling.

But you just have to accept it, because after all, God is a being you wouldn't want to mess around with.

Helplessness, the only words that would come after it are "I'm sorry."

Labels: Inspiration?

Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Random tune

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Monday, June 15, 2009
Random tune

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Random tune

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Sunday, June 14, 2009
162nd Movement

Hey.

Yeah, feel like having a good emo-ing session now, but I still wonder why people want to be an emo, it definitely isn't cool...

And then, my daughter asked me the other day..."Daddy, are you suffering?"

What else could I say..."I'm not." And if it wasn't on MSN, I'd smile at her. The worst part is, I probably half-lied to her. Because, after all, I ain't EXACTLY suffering. Of course, every person wants a better life...but I'm kind of contented with what I have.

Looking at the rate my life is going...yes, I am contented. I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am...

I miss her, I just do.

Labels: emo shit thing

Friday, June 12, 2009
Random tune

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Thursday, June 11, 2009
Random tune

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Random tune

So maybe just for now

Could you let me go?

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Sunday, June 07, 2009
161st Movement

Okay, it's been quite a while since I've posted anything decent. I figure my blog readers have all gone away.

But for all you loyalists out there, thanks for perservering! 'Cause I really didn't have much to blog about in the first place, 'cept for the fact that FYP has driven me to the ground. They say that FYP tears people apart, I'm going to have to wait and see if that is true.

I'm also directing a play that's set on June 28th, for those who know the parish of Christ the King, come on down and watch! I'll be releasing the dates etc. soon on this blog and Facebook.

Labels: FYP Adventures, TOG updates

Saturday, June 06, 2009
Random tune

Contrary to the popular belief that Zhou Yu and Zhuge Liang were great enemies, both had in fact the same personality, but different masters. However, Lu Su, Chief Commander of East Wu after Zhou Yu's death, said:

"Zhuge Liang is truly a great man. Zhou Yu was narrow-minded and brought death upon himself."

At Zhou Yu's funeral, Zhuge Liang appeared to mourn his death, his lamentation so sincere that everyone present was greatly moved.

Zhou Yu's last words were:

"Heaven has created me, why must Zhuge Liang exist too?"

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Thursday, June 04, 2009
Random tune

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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Random tune

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Monday, June 01, 2009
Random tune

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