Thursday, May 31, 2007
31st May 2007 - Time: 8:44pm - Venue: Home

I will always remember this day...as I didn't imagine this day would come.
Today was my conductor's farewell party. I always thought he would stay until he retired. But I spoke too soon.
The party was fantastic...managed to catch up with old buddies from the band...good thing they still remember me...
I almost wanted to cry when they sang the birthday song to Mr Leng and when he gave out his speech. It was weird to hear that, as I didn't want to hear it. In my whole 4 years in CBSS band I never thought this day would come.
I also saw her today. She was wearing something I didn't think looked good on her. Purple stripes and all... :/
But I finally made a decision Raihan tried to tell me since day one:


That I should move on with life and get over her.


Sometimes you just gotta admit you two aren't a perfect match.
And sometimes you gotta admit that Life doesn't always give you what you wish for.
It may take some time for me to get over her...but I believe I can do it.



Sometimes, I like to think of God telling me this:

You have learnt all there is about almost everything. The only thing left to learn, is how to say goodbye.