Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Day 29 Year 2008

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Very tiring day...Yesterday I was supposed to meet Father Robertus...bt I missed the appointment time. I tried calling him just now to see if I could make another appointment, but he never picked up. I'll try again tomorrow...worse comes to worse, I won't be in charge of the Family Day anymore.

Makes me wonder, why in the world was I given this? I mean, I didn't ask to be the I/C of an event. I didn't ask to lead the group in this Family Day. I don't have any experience whatsoever, it would be reasonable to put me as the A.I.C for maybe a year's worth of training or so. I never had any knowledge in organising events before.

In other words, this sucks.

And my A.I.C Terence, I know he's trying to force me to learn. But sometimes his actions feels a little cold...I mean, sometimes the look in his eyes gives me the impression that I suck and I wasn't really ready for TOG.

But isn't that the truth? I don't think I'm ready for TOG...

I'm not ready for Youth Groups...

Maybe I'm not even ready for anything at all...

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