Monday, December 10, 2007
Time: 2036 hrs - Venue: HQ
I wandered through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at the distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself from your eyes
-Goo Goo Dolls, Before It's Too Late
Haha, how true.
It's a funny thing, how you make a decision, implement it then regret it afterwards.
Your whole life you try to make yourself look worthy, look good in other people's eyes. Trying so hard to get respect, acceptance and love. But yet never notice how close you are to it.
You lose sight, you lose focus, you lose yourself.
And yet, you still try so hard to prove that you're something.
It's weird, how the concept of life brings about the misconception of love.
And here I am, sitting down and just knowing, knowing that I lost, that yet I am still trying to fight for a land so precious, that is not within my reach, that I already know will lose.
Amazing thing, philosophy, metaphors.
How things work out, then rot itself, then work itself out again.
I keep telling myself it's going to be fine, like what I tell my god-sisters how to get through life. Haha.
Just got a message from Julian, got to perfect my music by tomorrow it seems.
Wish me all the best, not that it seems like it'll work.
Justin A.Faith on 12/10/2007 07:33:00 PM
